We all remember our first kiss. It was a magical event that will be with us forever… right? Well for actress Jessica Alba it was a disappointment and she’s telling all about it.

“I was 12 years old and had to kiss this guy who was gross and never brushed his teeth,” the Fantastic Four confesses to Seventeen Magazine. Not really how you’d imagine such a hottie in her first intimate moment, eh?

After that traumatic experience, it’s no wonder she wasn’t looking forward to kiss #2. It happened when she was 14, and it was just as lacklustre as the first one. “Then, at 14, I had to kiss a guy who was 32 or 33, and I was like, ‘Ewww! I didn’t want to do it.’”